I totally had the mindset that coming back to Tanzania would be pretty easy. I know the place, the school, the curriculum , my kids and I have so many wonderful friends to reunite with. It was definitely easier to come back knowing all those things but shame on me for thinking it would be a cake walk. Shame on me for thinking I didn't need help from HIM right away.
This year there are new challenges. I had such a wonderful summer and am transitioning back into life in Dar not life in CT. I have 27 Grade 1 students I have to teach, not 22. I am coaching U-18 girls football this year and although I can play I don't feel equipped to coach U-18. I have wonderful but new housemates and now I am considered a veteran and am trying to do my best to help them get settled and feel welcomed. I am not going to see my friends, family and nephews grow up for a year. Trying to balance serving and ME time. Despite all these challenges I do have confidence that THIS IS WHERE I AM SUPPOSED TO BE, THIS IS WHERE HE WANTS ME, AND HE IS WITH ME THROUGH IT ALL!
I was reading Psalms 23 and was reminded of all that He provides and will provide me with this year.
The Lord is my shepherd;
I have all that I need.
2 He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.
3 He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
4 Even when I walk
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will not be afraid,
for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff
protect and comfort me.
5 You prepare a feast for me
in the presence of my enemies.
You honor me by anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
6 Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me
all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord
forever.
I have all that I need.
2 He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.
3 He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
4 Even when I walk
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will not be afraid,
for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff
protect and comfort me.
5 You prepare a feast for me
in the presence of my enemies.
You honor me by anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
6 Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me
all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord
forever.
So thankful for this daily truth.
I have been listening to this song as well!
BE ENCOURAGED! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hILaSh78yHQ
